3 weeks post surgery

Today marks three weeks since I had my transplant. In a lot of ways I am better than expected. I am trying to slowly take myself off pain pills. The incision pain has decreased a lot over the last week, but with my headaches, it is hard to take nothing.

The hardest part for me right now is that I am tired of excepting help. I still can't lift more than 10 pounds and I can not drive. So, there is a lot I can't do. My father was admitted into the hospital for an infection and is not expected to get home for a couple of days. This means Mom is helping Dad and not going to be around. This wouldn't be as tough, but Chris is off to the PGA offices in Florida next week for some testing. So I am going to be struggling alone. Mom has told me not to panic as she will find a way to keep me from being alone and stranded, but I know that taking care of me and Dad will be overwhelming for her.

I never expected to be so dependant on Chris. I was so independent when we met. Being sick is really teaching me to accept help and lean on Chris in a way I never knew I could. I am just so glad he is so patient with me. I will miss him greatly last week.

Sarah is doing great. She is learning to do little walks and even some very light weightlifting. By light, I mean 3 pound weights. Her and I are both very cautious as to not tear our internal stitches. I learned that lesson the hard way my last surgery when I didn't listen and tore my stitches and ended up with a surgical hernia. Now I know better. I always have to learn things the hard way. :)

Thanks again for all the support. The meals that come 3x a week are a life savor. Not having to worry about dinner or large grocery shopping is extremely helpful to me. The food has been amazing. I love to cook, and cant wait to be healthy enough to do so, but I definitely have some new recipes to try.

Had a blood test this morning to test my anti-rejection levels. I will let all know if there is any news.
Cath